I wonder why I can't find love. I am in love with my "supposed" man When we met, he told me that he was in another relationship, but wasn't happy there. We got along just fine and I started developing feelings for him. Even at this stage I was not sure whether to tell him or not. Finally, I was bold enough to tell him this. A few days after, he came to tell me that his lady was in town. I was weak and scared. He told me not to come to visit and that he'll call me when she is gone. My heart broke and I cried and cried. Well there wasn't anything I could have done, because I knew he had another. Now that he is back, things are not the same anymore. I don't get all excited, and worse still, he now finds faults in everything I do. I feel lost. I know I don't feel the same way for him, but I am still sticking around. I don't know if it will get better or worse. Or, what my true feelings are?

Waterman